This morning i realized that Nathan is growing up so fast. He puts on his own shoes and knows the right/left ones and where they go. He’s so grown up and independent and i have mixed feelings about it. On the one hand, i am thrilled because he’ll be such a help when Will finally arrives. But, on the other hand, i feel like i am losing my little baby a bit!

He does so many other things that are so grown up and “big-boyish” that it sometimes surprises even me, like, “i didn’t know he could do that?!”

I find myself trying to savor every moment with him as my only one right now. You really don’t pay attention to people when they say “they grow up so fast!” until it’s your own.