Today we had the preliminary ultrasound and everything went well. I am so relieved and excited! We all got to see the tiny rice-grain size baby and hear and see the flickering heartbeat. Very exciting! Nathan didn’t really know what was going on but was enthralled by all the doctor equipment!

After learning from my friend, Erin, the other day that the chicken pox vaccine (and many others) are made from aborted fetuses, i have had extreme guilt looming over my head. I ran to n8’s vaccine chart, sure as ever that i had NOT opted to give him the chicken pox vaccine, only to find…